Guilt.

I have a crush on a boy just because. I'm not that attracted to him but I like flirting with him and I like that he is attracted to me. In my favorite recipe for disaster, he said he might stop by tonight and I said ok.

In terms of girlfriends I can be equated to that bad kid who you have to keep your eye on because they require constant attention.

Let me please remember that I am FRIENDS with this kid....